Solemn

have you ever felt so down and moodless out of a sudden? feeling so darn upset but never knew why you felt that way? ever felt so down to earth feeling that something is missing? maybe something or isit someone? do you feel so excluded at some point of life, not just in our love life but friends as well? do you feel so rejected when someone just doesnt accept of who you really are? have you ever felt so foolish that you wish you would just die and hopefully no memories would be brought with you? ever felt so lonely when there is just no one that would sit down and really hear you out?

sometimes i tend to wonder ... if all of us has our own purpose in life ... whats mine??? isnt life itself deceiving enough ... whats the point having a purpose when nothing in the world turns out to be right? feeling so alone at times ... its just so not the way to live a life given by GOD to us ... everything just clash and burns

i never like being lonely, being left without a clue in just seconds... merely the choice of life which i would choose but life as it is, are just full with mystery and having us to solve this mystery like puzzles are just too much for me to comprehend.

just the other day when i was checking my email, there was this chain email send to me saying ... Define the meaning of love and what love means to you and send it to 10 people. Love is where two person share one emotion that bonds them together as one. Maybe i forgotten how to love someone but then i start to think ... i have always loved everyone ... it doesnt have to be just two person and better yet i start thinking again ... memories will stay memories, no matter how hard you tend to forget it, it will always remain there as a part of our life. But when you tend to love someone so much that you would just do anything for him/her ... LOVE is just a four letter word used by many, but alot of them never knew what love is. Many has used the word LOVE in vain never realizing the word could carry such an impact or could be said such a strong feeling to the other person ...

LOL ~! what am i saying ... i will go back to my assignments now ^^ anyone that feels like hanging out ... just give me a call

Andrew OUT