Monday, May 10, 2010

i'm falling apart ...

At times when you are confuse over the sucky things that is happening to you right now, its best to just move away from everything .... yea definitely ^^

im blogging cause i am bored and i didnt wanna detach myself from my bed ...
am suppose to be watching badminton now CAUSE I am nice enough to wake up to make sure Nicole Tan wakes up to watch her badminton LOL ... Yes i blame YOU

this college semester is actually quite relaxing ... only two subjects and all i am learning is photoshop and indesign ... BUT am stressing over the fact that i am going to intern soon AND that i have to decide where I want to take my degree ... normally i am very excited as i am growing up but then I think that time is moving at the speed of light ... its moving so fast that I am afraid of the future ... sometimes i just wish i am back at kindergarten where i just sit on the swings or look at leaves and learn about flora and fauna ~! LOL

If i leave Penang, means i have to leave fireBRANDS, if i stay in Penang, i will be studying a course that i dont like ... sigh ... I shall just surrender everything to GOD ... if HE wants me to be in Penang, then i will, but if he wants me to go far and start something new for HIM, then i will as well ... but i will definitely miss PENANG ... DECISIONS DECISIONS DECISIONS >.< DAMN

Right now i just want to surrender everything to GOD ...


theme song of my current life right now is definitely Broken by LifeHouse
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

yes, i am holdin on ...

Monday, March 29, 2010

2010

Hello~! haha, i abandoned my blog for far too long and guess what, i forgot how to configure my own template, so to make things easier for me, i'll just use a default template ... XD

So what made me blog again -
1) i have no where else to rant
2) i have no where else to express
3) i have no where else to complain
4) i have no where else to talk nonsense
5) i have no where else to talk to myself

>.< sad isn't it but who cares?

2010 has been so far the worst year but it gets better every day ... hopefully it stays that way hmmmm

and oh~! i am finishing my studies soon - diploma ...
most probably intern in KL
and hopefully i get to go to one of these places for my degree
1) UK
2) Singapore
3) KL
4) Penang

somesort sick of Penang ... i need to see new PEOPLE ~! LOL
but I dont wanna leave my family, sad ~! ARGH
oh well, lets see where Gods wants me to go ... XD UK UK UK hahaha LOL

Wave Challenge is coming ~!!! WOOOOOOO
Captain ball captain ball captain ball ... this year, the focus was suppose to be FIRST, but at the end, i just wanna have fun, yea definitely ~! SORRY PASTOR XP

feel like going supper, but no one to go with sighhhhhh
i shall continue rotting on my bed ...

I SHALL NOT THINK SO MUCH <--- note to self ... BYE XD