At times when you are confuse over the sucky things that is happening to you right now, its best to just move away from everything .... yea definitely ^^
im blogging cause i am bored and i didnt wanna detach myself from my bed ...
am suppose to be watching badminton now CAUSE I am nice enough to wake up to make sure Nicole Tan wakes up to watch her badminton LOL ... Yes i blame YOU
this college semester is actually quite relaxing ... only two subjects and all i am learning is photoshop and indesign ... BUT am stressing over the fact that i am going to intern soon AND that i have to decide where I want to take my degree ... normally i am very excited as i am growing up but then I think that time is moving at the speed of light ... its moving so fast that I am afraid of the future ... sometimes i just wish i am back at kindergarten where i just sit on the swings or look at leaves and learn about flora and fauna ~! LOL
If i leave Penang, means i have to leave fireBRANDS, if i stay in Penang, i will be studying a course that i dont like ... sigh ... I shall just surrender everything to GOD ... if HE wants me to be in Penang, then i will, but if he wants me to go far and start something new for HIM, then i will as well ... but i will definitely miss PENANG ... DECISIONS DECISIONS DECISIONS >.< DAMN
Right now i just want to surrender everything to GOD ...
theme song of my current life right now is definitely Broken by LifeHouse
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
Monday, May 10, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
2010
Hello~! haha, i abandoned my blog for far too long and guess what, i forgot how to configure my own template, so to make things easier for me, i'll just use a default template ... XD
So what made me blog again -
1) i have no where else to rant
2) i have no where else to express
3) i have no where else to complain
4) i have no where else to talk nonsense
5) i have no where else to talk to myself
>.< sad isn't it but who cares?
2010 has been so far the worst year but it gets better every day ... hopefully it stays that way hmmmm
and oh~! i am finishing my studies soon - diploma ...
most probably intern in KL
and hopefully i get to go to one of these places for my degree
1) UK
2) Singapore
3) KL
4) Penang
somesort sick of Penang ... i need to see new PEOPLE ~! LOL
but I dont wanna leave my family, sad ~! ARGH
oh well, lets see where Gods wants me to go ... XD UK UK UK hahaha LOL
Wave Challenge is coming ~!!! WOOOOOOO
Captain ball captain ball captain ball ... this year, the focus was suppose to be FIRST, but at the end, i just wanna have fun, yea definitely ~! SORRY PASTOR XP
feel like going supper, but no one to go with sighhhhhh
i shall continue rotting on my bed ...
I SHALL NOT THINK SO MUCH <--- note to self ... BYE XD
So what made me blog again -
1) i have no where else to rant
2) i have no where else to express
3) i have no where else to complain
4) i have no where else to talk nonsense
5) i have no where else to talk to myself
>.< sad isn't it but who cares?
2010 has been so far the worst year but it gets better every day ... hopefully it stays that way hmmmm
and oh~! i am finishing my studies soon - diploma ...
most probably intern in KL
and hopefully i get to go to one of these places for my degree
1) UK
2) Singapore
3) KL
4) Penang
somesort sick of Penang ... i need to see new PEOPLE ~! LOL
but I dont wanna leave my family, sad ~! ARGH
oh well, lets see where Gods wants me to go ... XD UK UK UK hahaha LOL
Wave Challenge is coming ~!!! WOOOOOOO
Captain ball captain ball captain ball ... this year, the focus was suppose to be FIRST, but at the end, i just wanna have fun, yea definitely ~! SORRY PASTOR XP
feel like going supper, but no one to go with sighhhhhh
i shall continue rotting on my bed ...
I SHALL NOT THINK SO MUCH <--- note to self ... BYE XD
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