Monday, May 10, 2010

i'm falling apart ...

At times when you are confuse over the sucky things that is happening to you right now, its best to just move away from everything .... yea definitely ^^

im blogging cause i am bored and i didnt wanna detach myself from my bed ...
am suppose to be watching badminton now CAUSE I am nice enough to wake up to make sure Nicole Tan wakes up to watch her badminton LOL ... Yes i blame YOU

this college semester is actually quite relaxing ... only two subjects and all i am learning is photoshop and indesign ... BUT am stressing over the fact that i am going to intern soon AND that i have to decide where I want to take my degree ... normally i am very excited as i am growing up but then I think that time is moving at the speed of light ... its moving so fast that I am afraid of the future ... sometimes i just wish i am back at kindergarten where i just sit on the swings or look at leaves and learn about flora and fauna ~! LOL

If i leave Penang, means i have to leave fireBRANDS, if i stay in Penang, i will be studying a course that i dont like ... sigh ... I shall just surrender everything to GOD ... if HE wants me to be in Penang, then i will, but if he wants me to go far and start something new for HIM, then i will as well ... but i will definitely miss PENANG ... DECISIONS DECISIONS DECISIONS >.< DAMN

Right now i just want to surrender everything to GOD ...


theme song of my current life right now is definitely Broken by LifeHouse
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

yes, i am holdin on ...