My game's server is down .... 22/7/08

yea like what the title says ... the game which im playing Cabal Sea online is currently down so i have nothing better to do but just to blog ~!!!

first things first ... im having my semester break wooohoooo .... bad news is i think i flunk my finals OH WELLL~!!! HAHAHAHA

on saturday, did not went to the fish hook event which i wanted cause i have to attend my uncle's wedding and i didnt regret on that ... the wedding was at rasa sayang hotel... i had fun ... REALLY HAD FUN as in having fun in a WEDDING ~!! can you imagine that haha ... that was after the ceremony thing though which is having buffet dinner at my uncle's huge bungallow ... i brought her there and everyone of my relatives met her ... hee ^^ thats the main point on why did i had so much fun ... this is cause she was THERE ~!!! and the best part was ALCOHOL ... WOOHOOO ~!!! i had so much to drink that i forgot how many glasses i took haha ... its cool cause i still could drive home ... not easily drunk ^^

here are the pics during the ceremony

the bride the groom and the two lovely angels


my family


the ladies of the family


the guys of the family


angels


love them


me and my sis


it was my sisters idea LOL XD


and this idea was mine haha


FOOD


ahha need i say more??


the dudes again

so yea there was LOTS MORE PICS taken ... but im lazy to put them all ... had like 30... haha

and yea so on ... now to the buffet dinner at the huge house ... we had so much food and yet none was finish ... my uncle hired a live band ... somesort like a jazz band ... all of us were having fun dancing and stuuff ... i arrive late as i went to fetch HER at her house to batu feringghi hehe ... we were having fun ... we refuse to dance as you know la shy right ... BUT too bad for HER ... my dad pulled her up and started dancing with her hahaha ... my dad was the video man for the whole day ... welll less talk more pics ...

(you guys will never feel what i feel that night ... when she came over and held me close ... i know i love her and i always will ... no one knows how happy i was that night ... not even her ... sylvia ILY and i wanted to ask you to be mine that night ... maybe i was jsut afraid)


my uncle dancing to a song by michael jackson HAHA


my grandma and my mum


haha my dad pulled her to the dance floor


my dad rocks LOL


there he and she goes again LOL


eh hem ...


my dad and me singing better man XD


dont know why like that ... but i like it


the wine ^^


the vodka


the band


this was after i send HER back and came back to drink more XD


where everyone settles down XD


PIZZA XD

yea so that was what practically happen during my saturday ... an unforgetable day as i know it will not happen again unless one of my cousins decides to marry HEE ~!!! till here then ... BUBYE


JJ SAYS HI

INTRODUCING ~!! JJ CHAN / 23 june 2008

and there i was returning from a very tiring day of group meeting at my friend's place ... when i were to open the gates to my house there he was ... staring at me with his eyes ... not literally his eyes cause i barely can see his eyes lol ...
i have a new PUP ~!!! a shitzu/shih tzu haha ... JJ CHAN ~!!! lol i didint had a pet for more than 8 years and now , i have a pup... COOL XD
its really unexpected ... even if iw ere to have a pet, it would be either a tortoise, fishes, or hamsters ... but wow i have a pup now xd

BLACK AND A LIL BIT OF WHITE ~!!! looks like KUNGFU PANDA xd


PRESENTING~!! JJ

looks like a black fur ball xd

so cute

... awww

blacky >.< xd

argh ~!!!! cute cute haha

JJ chan

he is actually bending his head ... he is so black we cant even notice in pictures lol

so yea ... new member of the family

weeeeeeeeeee ~!!! breed a shitzu and a bulldog together and u get a bullshit XD

my NEW PUP ~!!! a shitzu/shih tzu yay XD

LONG AWAITED UPDATE 15/3/08

ish ish can u people stop bugging me to update?? LOL so yea today is 15/3/08 and yes ANDREW is actually UPDATING his blog ... so first things first REBELS FOR CHRIST~!
WOOHOOOOOOO .... i would say it turn out pretty well as we had like less than 10 practices??? 5 days of intensive practise did make alot of difference. RIGHT GUYS? haha ... and yea the dance could be said very unorganize but hey dixon did a pretty good job for a first time. DRAMA ~!!! it rox wahahaha, sharon, leanne, ruth, nehemiah, EVERYONE WAS GREAT ~!!! i hope you guys are proud of yourself alright, cause im sure as HELL that we did FICKING fantastic lol ... i would wanna thank each and everyone of you to put such an effort to come and help and make things right ... and i would wanna say thanks for TAHAN-NING my bad attitude LOL ... wanna say sorry to some of you people that i yelled and screamed at ... SORRY, gomenasai ^^

so here are some of the pictures for the preparation for the concert

the guys dance ~!! WOOHOOO lol

i have no FICKING idea what i was doing but yea ~! lovely boxers haha

joyce and marilyn HAHA XD

typical sharon XD

ELISHA ~!!! aint he sexy?

james,charis and daniel with the banner ~! LOOK AT JAMES LOL

the picture says it all LOL

lovely isnt it? XD

so hardworking aiseh

wow , she can actually fit in one haha

gambateh sharon

TEAM WORK WOOHOOOO ~!!! go girls ... justin is a girl too so yea XD

who is this hot looking guy? XD

and there he is again

lady's power~!

SHARON bites ... becareful

marilyn with her **hotdog**

timothy and maril~! timothy is hot aint he? girls what are u waiting for? XD

rebels for christ~!

I am so proud of you guys ... you guys accomplish such a big event ... all the tears, all the sweat, all the misunderstandings, what kept us standing is GOD ... he keep us whole, he kept us as one as we call ourselfs FIREBRANDS. We are firebrands and be proud of who we are ... even as we grow old, there is always firebrand within us. Never forget who we are and we can always achieve something as ONE. Special tahnks to leroy, sarah, isaac, and eunice who help this youth to achieve something that they will always remember for the rest of their lifes.

All the hardwork and sweat ... its not to gain popularity but to glorify GOD ...
never fall in despair that is what i learned ... the devil himself will do what ever he could to bring us down ... sharon's sprain ankle, beverly's sprain ankle, my hurting back bone, frustration over lines we couldnt remember, tears of worries ... dont let all this pull you guys down ... always stand up and believe and you can accomplish it. TIll here then ... update sooner or later ^^

something i have written

number 1
isolating myself in this darkened cave
suffocating in a manner which nobody could save
the spirit of love from my heart which i gave
could never be brought back without a faith

bitterness from the heart grows day by day
love would be the price i would have to pay
maybe i should turn the other way
but hell no, i aint gay

things might be smoothing at the very start
but it always ended me being the retard
how i wish we wouldnt be apart
my heart is like a bullseye shot with a dart

number 2
angel by day devil by night
how i wish we wouldnt have to fight
nothing matters to you when you know im right
im blinded by your love blinded by my sight

seeing the fact that my love is true
but my world always turns to red from blue
sometimes i am misled without a clue
but i will always stick to you just like glue

lost in his dilemma // march 13

windows shut, doors close, lights off, airconditoner on at 16, wearing nothing but my boxers ... the only presence of light is from my comp ... i wouldnt say i am emo but right now im just lost ... lost from life ... lost from my personal touch in life ... maybe i dont deserve anything but failure ... life is a mess when you are out of options ... yea life aint that great when u have no options and you have to make a decision quick ...

well people ... i did not accomplish what i aim for in my spm ... could be said a very disappointment for me because usually when i didnt do great in my exams, i am satisfy with my scores even if i failed to get high marks because i know i did my best ... but regardless to my spm results ... its not acceptable for me at all as i know i could have done better ... yes i know ... its over but the satisfactory is not there ... i could have did it so much better and yet i screwed up another important part of my life ... heartbreaks/PMR/SPM ... yea i screwed it all up ... maybe i am not that worthy to achieve anything beyond my dreams ... i aint gonna accept the fact that i did pass my spm with this results ... even i cant bare to see this results and yet how could i show it to my parents

right ... move on ...

so what have i been doing this days ... i was stuck on this new internet online game called cabal online ... its something like wow but i would say its so much better ... and its free lol ...

i had this youth leader retreat camp on the 10th and 11th of march ... seriously i didnt really expect that i would turn up for this camp but eventually god did his ways in me and i just went without any questions ... at first i really didnt think that i would learn alot from this camp but let me tell u this ... this camp taught me alot of things ... leadership is born in everyone one of us ... that i agree from now ... well for sure in thsi camp i had lots of fun with the other leaders ... ya so now im out ... am gonna think and start thinking of my options ...

will update soon i guess ... alright Andrew is OUT

oh by the way SHARON ... let go of those baggages and thoughts bout you being a senior pastor's kid ... you are no different from any of us ... dont expect too much from yourself ... like pastor edward said ... go with the flow ... dont go against it alright?? and i dare say you did a great job and you are only 15 ... so keep it up ... there is always people here for you ... you just need to ask ... be strong alright girl?? haha

last but not least SHARON , the song almost lover is stuck in my head nwo cause of you haha

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do