Saturday, May 14, 2011
Monday, May 10, 2010
i'm falling apart ...
At times when you are confuse over the sucky things that is happening to you right now, its best to just move away from everything .... yea definitely ^^
im blogging cause i am bored and i didnt wanna detach myself from my bed ...
am suppose to be watching badminton now CAUSE I am nice enough to wake up to make sure Nicole Tan wakes up to watch her badminton LOL ... Yes i blame YOU
this college semester is actually quite relaxing ... only two subjects and all i am learning is photoshop and indesign ... BUT am stressing over the fact that i am going to intern soon AND that i have to decide where I want to take my degree ... normally i am very excited as i am growing up but then I think that time is moving at the speed of light ... its moving so fast that I am afraid of the future ... sometimes i just wish i am back at kindergarten where i just sit on the swings or look at leaves and learn about flora and fauna ~! LOL
If i leave Penang, means i have to leave fireBRANDS, if i stay in Penang, i will be studying a course that i dont like ... sigh ... I shall just surrender everything to GOD ... if HE wants me to be in Penang, then i will, but if he wants me to go far and start something new for HIM, then i will as well ... but i will definitely miss PENANG ... DECISIONS DECISIONS DECISIONS >.< DAMN
Right now i just want to surrender everything to GOD ...
theme song of my current life right now is definitely Broken by LifeHouse
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
im blogging cause i am bored and i didnt wanna detach myself from my bed ...
am suppose to be watching badminton now CAUSE I am nice enough to wake up to make sure Nicole Tan wakes up to watch her badminton LOL ... Yes i blame YOU
this college semester is actually quite relaxing ... only two subjects and all i am learning is photoshop and indesign ... BUT am stressing over the fact that i am going to intern soon AND that i have to decide where I want to take my degree ... normally i am very excited as i am growing up but then I think that time is moving at the speed of light ... its moving so fast that I am afraid of the future ... sometimes i just wish i am back at kindergarten where i just sit on the swings or look at leaves and learn about flora and fauna ~! LOL
If i leave Penang, means i have to leave fireBRANDS, if i stay in Penang, i will be studying a course that i dont like ... sigh ... I shall just surrender everything to GOD ... if HE wants me to be in Penang, then i will, but if he wants me to go far and start something new for HIM, then i will as well ... but i will definitely miss PENANG ... DECISIONS DECISIONS DECISIONS >.< DAMN
Right now i just want to surrender everything to GOD ...
theme song of my current life right now is definitely Broken by LifeHouse
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
Monday, March 29, 2010
2010
Hello~! haha, i abandoned my blog for far too long and guess what, i forgot how to configure my own template, so to make things easier for me, i'll just use a default template ... XD
So what made me blog again -
1) i have no where else to rant
2) i have no where else to express
3) i have no where else to complain
4) i have no where else to talk nonsense
5) i have no where else to talk to myself
>.< sad isn't it but who cares?
2010 has been so far the worst year but it gets better every day ... hopefully it stays that way hmmmm
and oh~! i am finishing my studies soon - diploma ...
most probably intern in KL
and hopefully i get to go to one of these places for my degree
1) UK
2) Singapore
3) KL
4) Penang
somesort sick of Penang ... i need to see new PEOPLE ~! LOL
but I dont wanna leave my family, sad ~! ARGH
oh well, lets see where Gods wants me to go ... XD UK UK UK hahaha LOL
Wave Challenge is coming ~!!! WOOOOOOO
Captain ball captain ball captain ball ... this year, the focus was suppose to be FIRST, but at the end, i just wanna have fun, yea definitely ~! SORRY PASTOR XP
feel like going supper, but no one to go with sighhhhhh
i shall continue rotting on my bed ...
I SHALL NOT THINK SO MUCH <--- note to self ... BYE XD
So what made me blog again -
1) i have no where else to rant
2) i have no where else to express
3) i have no where else to complain
4) i have no where else to talk nonsense
5) i have no where else to talk to myself
>.< sad isn't it but who cares?
2010 has been so far the worst year but it gets better every day ... hopefully it stays that way hmmmm
and oh~! i am finishing my studies soon - diploma ...
most probably intern in KL
and hopefully i get to go to one of these places for my degree
1) UK
2) Singapore
3) KL
4) Penang
somesort sick of Penang ... i need to see new PEOPLE ~! LOL
but I dont wanna leave my family, sad ~! ARGH
oh well, lets see where Gods wants me to go ... XD UK UK UK hahaha LOL
Wave Challenge is coming ~!!! WOOOOOOO
Captain ball captain ball captain ball ... this year, the focus was suppose to be FIRST, but at the end, i just wanna have fun, yea definitely ~! SORRY PASTOR XP
feel like going supper, but no one to go with sighhhhhh
i shall continue rotting on my bed ...
I SHALL NOT THINK SO MUCH <--- note to self ... BYE XD
Friday, June 12, 2009
it somehow goes back to the very beginning of the end
its not an interesting post ... dun read ...
very very long didnt update d but what the heck, no one visits anyways HAHA ~!
i'm only doing this for my enjoyment since i got nothing to do and i just seem very out of the mood tonight ... sad i know oh well emo sticks to emo moments LOL ... right ....
so many things have happen lately ... somehow i just couldnt keep up with the time as it goes on so fast and you get older each second ... everytime u go to class, u wait for the time to pass quickly so that you would get your break or go home ... but notice that those time that you were rushing to be faster, is actually the time which u are actually alive ...
Every single moment passes. every moment cherished, every love treasured but all will end up in one place ... the broken dump ... i sound so down but yet im not, its just me lalala ~!
Breaking into the point of exhaustion where EVERYONE THAT WERE CLOSE TO YOU SEEMS SO FAR AWAY out of the sudden ... thats how life works? you have friends/you hang with friends/friends meets new people and became friends/friends being lovely friends for being there/ended up your friend leaving without caring ... wooopidooo ... its not what it seems but its true? ... at a point when u are needed every attention will always be focused on you ... but when everything is settled, you dont see yourself anywhere near them ... its life? They call when they are in need, but when you call ... they are never there ... no matter how close you are to somebody, they'll not stay forever ... its just for a moment period of time ... what happen to those who always calls you to ask you how are you? what happen to those people who ask you to go out ... vanished??? i have yet to see alot of things ... and i dont think im cut out to see it ...
friends ... are they really ur friends? best friends ... do they know you need them? close friends ... where are they when they are needed most? leechers ... those who just sees you as an item ...
anyways ...
whoever that is reading this, i apologise lol ... not intended for the readers to read ... its just me typing what i feel to release my exhaustion ...
friends withold the unity
friends discovered and trust
friends needs you when they are needed
friends never seem bail on you at such
friends builds a tower in your heart
friends ... end up hurting you and leave
very very long didnt update d but what the heck, no one visits anyways HAHA ~!
i'm only doing this for my enjoyment since i got nothing to do and i just seem very out of the mood tonight ... sad i know oh well emo sticks to emo moments LOL ... right ....
so many things have happen lately ... somehow i just couldnt keep up with the time as it goes on so fast and you get older each second ... everytime u go to class, u wait for the time to pass quickly so that you would get your break or go home ... but notice that those time that you were rushing to be faster, is actually the time which u are actually alive ...
Every single moment passes. every moment cherished, every love treasured but all will end up in one place ... the broken dump ... i sound so down but yet im not, its just me lalala ~!
Breaking into the point of exhaustion where EVERYONE THAT WERE CLOSE TO YOU SEEMS SO FAR AWAY out of the sudden ... thats how life works? you have friends/you hang with friends/friends meets new people and became friends/friends being lovely friends for being there/ended up your friend leaving without caring ... wooopidooo ... its not what it seems but its true? ... at a point when u are needed every attention will always be focused on you ... but when everything is settled, you dont see yourself anywhere near them ... its life? They call when they are in need, but when you call ... they are never there ... no matter how close you are to somebody, they'll not stay forever ... its just for a moment period of time ... what happen to those who always calls you to ask you how are you? what happen to those people who ask you to go out ... vanished??? i have yet to see alot of things ... and i dont think im cut out to see it ...
friends ... are they really ur friends? best friends ... do they know you need them? close friends ... where are they when they are needed most? leechers ... those who just sees you as an item ...
anyways ...
whoever that is reading this, i apologise lol ... not intended for the readers to read ... its just me typing what i feel to release my exhaustion ...
friends withold the unity
friends discovered and trust
friends needs you when they are needed
friends never seem bail on you at such
friends builds a tower in your heart
friends ... end up hurting you and leave
Sunday, March 8, 2009
finally update
so as you people already know, im no longer the basketball guy anymore, instead i am now basketball and floorball guy HAHA ~! was not really fond to floorball at first when i first attended a few of its training until Miss Tania invited me to join the PFL (Penang Floorball League) and then i invited Daniel Tan and eventually Mr James Tan and Gary Lee join as well. I bet alot of people out there didnt expect that i would join floorball, but right now im actually loving this contact sport and so is Daniel and James. FIREBRANDS all the way man ~ our never say die attitude will never die till the end of the league ~! LOL POWER BARS hahahaha.
Though basketball is still my first priority but lol can you imagine that i would actually have an intention to buy a stick now?? damn is all James Fault haha ~! oh well
(nice nice?? i love it, fatpipe wiz 29 ice, ahhhh another desire another obsession.)
its either that or i would buy a red one instead or better yet i might consider i hole blade if our coach jason would want me to play forward or center, but for right now is wiz blade for my defender position ^^. ahhhh love it haha
(this is a view of what a hole blade is, daniel tan is buying one ^^)
ahhh this sensational sport will be played throughout my daily life now. Too much to handle?? maybe? maybe not?
who ever that feel like they wanna try this game out, let me know alright? or just come at PBSM center at 2.30pm on saturdays. Firebrands will be training there for now ^^
OH OH ~!!! haha Firebrands started as underdogs at this league as we are new to it and we dont know shit bout this sport but as we progress, we got better and better. Quoted from Pastor Edward : firebrands is by far the fastest learner and the fastest to progress team that he have seen. GO FIREBRANDS LOL. though we lost most of the games but we learn from it, 8-0, 2-1, 6-3, and our latest game 2-2 ~!!!! FIRE BRANDS AND FRONTLINERS OH YEA~! though we are one, but i think FIREbrands could have won but no worries, god wants us to draw for a reason, a reason to toughen our spirits and to continue have that never say die attitude. Firebrands would be different next year ... PFL, just watch this team grow ... is all for GOD or nothing at all... i am proud of my team ....
well i'll stop here , exam tomorrow , SAYONARA :)
forever i'll stay a basketballer, but also part time in floorball ...
forever i'll be yours but i know you'll never be mine ... its okay because though there is an absence of light in between the path of you and me, there will always be a light that will guide me to you. thanks for the memories
currently : not laughing at joyce
listening to : moments of truth and six candles by FM static
mood : not moody yet not happy
going to : study and reply my sms
craving for : more floorball competitions
Though basketball is still my first priority but lol can you imagine that i would actually have an intention to buy a stick now?? damn is all James Fault haha ~! oh well
(nice nice?? i love it, fatpipe wiz 29 ice, ahhhh another desire another obsession.)
its either that or i would buy a red one instead or better yet i might consider i hole blade if our coach jason would want me to play forward or center, but for right now is wiz blade for my defender position ^^. ahhhh love it haha
(this is a view of what a hole blade is, daniel tan is buying one ^^)
ahhh this sensational sport will be played throughout my daily life now. Too much to handle?? maybe? maybe not?
who ever that feel like they wanna try this game out, let me know alright? or just come at PBSM center at 2.30pm on saturdays. Firebrands will be training there for now ^^
OH OH ~!!! haha Firebrands started as underdogs at this league as we are new to it and we dont know shit bout this sport but as we progress, we got better and better. Quoted from Pastor Edward : firebrands is by far the fastest learner and the fastest to progress team that he have seen. GO FIREBRANDS LOL. though we lost most of the games but we learn from it, 8-0, 2-1, 6-3, and our latest game 2-2 ~!!!! FIRE BRANDS AND FRONTLINERS OH YEA~! though we are one, but i think FIREbrands could have won but no worries, god wants us to draw for a reason, a reason to toughen our spirits and to continue have that never say die attitude. Firebrands would be different next year ... PFL, just watch this team grow ... is all for GOD or nothing at all... i am proud of my team ....
well i'll stop here , exam tomorrow , SAYONARA :)
forever i'll stay a basketballer, but also part time in floorball ...
forever i'll be yours but i know you'll never be mine ... its okay because though there is an absence of light in between the path of you and me, there will always be a light that will guide me to you. thanks for the memories
currently : not laughing at joyce
listening to : moments of truth and six candles by FM static
mood : not moody yet not happy
going to : study and reply my sms
craving for : more floorball competitions
Saturday, January 3, 2009
hair cut >.<
OKAY ~! i trim my freaking hair and i regret every second of it LOL , every snip the barber took i was praying that it will look nice, but nwo i end up looking like a girl ~! sucks being me now haha ... i want my long hair back `!!! argh but its okay, hair can grow haha ...
im suppose to post about my new painted room which is blue and green but im too lazy to post up pictures of it ... so i'll delay the post once again woot ~! sorry guys
so enough with the hair ... 2008 was just way way hectic for me ... its a year with so many decisions to be made and dreams to be tore down ~! having to see my dearest ones leaving to places ... and worst having my kindy friend going all the way to langkawi for NS ~! sucks right lol but its a phase where everyone has to go through ... 2008 a year which is so dramatic, a year so full of drama, a year that has scenes of drama tv shows where tears and or hatred break through in life ... maybe at times its just so happening that life is just like a drama? everyone acts and at the end, everyone talks bout it and laugh.. NO?? or am i right hee ... but a drama always ends up with happy endings , but my drama life jsut ends up in total chaos HAHA
love? whats love? here it goes again, andrew with his love talk ... but hey im serious ... what is love? can u define it? if u do know what isit. can u tell me? i know someone who does, my walking dictionary CALEB YEOH haha ... i love the way how caleb defines love ... i heard it once, but i forgot what isit ~! so caleb do tag my board on what LOVE is ... eveyone can just use the word love in so many ways when they dont know what it really means? what does the word love carries, how strong a word that can be but people just use it in vain ... i love you, this three words could demolish a persons future, even their life, ended up being a serial killer LOL JOKE ... *love* is it just a feeling? no? is it just a word? no? is it just a word of unending lie?? hmmmmm ... how do u people define it?
to me, love means forgiving ... weird but yea ... not gonna go into detail with it but to me it means to forgive someone if u love them ... whats the point loving someone if u do not forgive the mistake that they have done ... lets put it in a different point of perspective, jesus died for our sins, forgive us everytime we did something wrong, WHY?? cause he loves us ... see my point? haha kk i'll stop here xd
*forever* another word to pay attention to ... what does it mean to u? forever? unending? infinity? everlasting? why not u tell me? LOL never use this word if u dun ever mean it ... though people do use this word in vain as well `! nevertheless, it may jsut be a word ... to me , its a word that carries a strong influence towards a persons life ... and i shall give my opinion again ... to me , forever is trust ... wannaknow why? not gonna tell u ... go figure it out HAHA
so back to 2008 ... i'll post my whole entire 2008 after i post about my room ... OKAY>? ahhaha ~! so u all would jsut have to wait >.< if any of u still come to my blog la that is lol ... so im gonna sotp here ... wanna go cry at my new hair d LOL
currently = having some thoughts bout a certain someone
listening to = secondhand serenades entire album (his songs are fantastic)
craving for = cheese ~!!!
looking forward to = first day of college
mood = neutral
laughing at = joyce ~! cause she thinks she HEN MEI XD lol jokin
if you leave me tonight, i'll wake up alone
dont tell me that i have to face this on my own
im suppose to post about my new painted room which is blue and green but im too lazy to post up pictures of it ... so i'll delay the post once again woot ~! sorry guys
so enough with the hair ... 2008 was just way way hectic for me ... its a year with so many decisions to be made and dreams to be tore down ~! having to see my dearest ones leaving to places ... and worst having my kindy friend going all the way to langkawi for NS ~! sucks right lol but its a phase where everyone has to go through ... 2008 a year which is so dramatic, a year so full of drama, a year that has scenes of drama tv shows where tears and or hatred break through in life ... maybe at times its just so happening that life is just like a drama? everyone acts and at the end, everyone talks bout it and laugh.. NO?? or am i right hee ... but a drama always ends up with happy endings , but my drama life jsut ends up in total chaos HAHA
love? whats love? here it goes again, andrew with his love talk ... but hey im serious ... what is love? can u define it? if u do know what isit. can u tell me? i know someone who does, my walking dictionary CALEB YEOH haha ... i love the way how caleb defines love ... i heard it once, but i forgot what isit ~! so caleb do tag my board on what LOVE is ... eveyone can just use the word love in so many ways when they dont know what it really means? what does the word love carries, how strong a word that can be but people just use it in vain ... i love you, this three words could demolish a persons future, even their life, ended up being a serial killer LOL JOKE ... *love* is it just a feeling? no? is it just a word? no? is it just a word of unending lie?? hmmmmm ... how do u people define it?
to me, love means forgiving ... weird but yea ... not gonna go into detail with it but to me it means to forgive someone if u love them ... whats the point loving someone if u do not forgive the mistake that they have done ... lets put it in a different point of perspective, jesus died for our sins, forgive us everytime we did something wrong, WHY?? cause he loves us ... see my point? haha kk i'll stop here xd
*forever* another word to pay attention to ... what does it mean to u? forever? unending? infinity? everlasting? why not u tell me? LOL never use this word if u dun ever mean it ... though people do use this word in vain as well `! nevertheless, it may jsut be a word ... to me , its a word that carries a strong influence towards a persons life ... and i shall give my opinion again ... to me , forever is trust ... wannaknow why? not gonna tell u ... go figure it out HAHA
so back to 2008 ... i'll post my whole entire 2008 after i post about my room ... OKAY>? ahhaha ~! so u all would jsut have to wait >.< if any of u still come to my blog la that is lol ... so im gonna sotp here ... wanna go cry at my new hair d LOL
currently = having some thoughts bout a certain someone
listening to = secondhand serenades entire album (his songs are fantastic)
craving for = cheese ~!!!
looking forward to = first day of college
mood = neutral
laughing at = joyce ~! cause she thinks she HEN MEI XD lol jokin
if you leave me tonight, i'll wake up alone
dont tell me that i have to face this on my own
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
christmas party 08
i know i am like so many weeks late with my post but haha who cares ... my blog anyways woot ~! so lets see ... this year i receive presents from friends BUT NONE from family ... what to do , economy going down, people living at the line where they are suffering and all ... so be glad that we still could have a party and exchange of gifts during christmas ... many people are already happy to receive just one PEANUT for a present ... im serious LOL
so the party was at deborah's house, wasnt hard to find ... jsut have to look for a house with many ANNOYING/loud kids ...LOL firebrands are loud im serious , thats why we have the irresisable influence towards other people right? lol one thing bout the party is that, htere aint enough food, haha khai hern and khai shin had like 2 piece of roti canai? i had two piece of pizza and thats it ... i had lots of fun taking candid pictures of people,
FOR EXAMPLE
and lots more ... lazy to wait for the stupid loader to load all the pics ... more pics on my facebook ...
oh and the food jam SYSTEM >.<
pics ....
so jam just to get food right? and it proves that firebrands has smart people when it comes to food ... you know why?? see the next picture
HAHA we took the whole container of fries to ourself ... not bad right? well it may seem selfish but haha ... well i didint had any of it cause i was too busy taking pics ... diidnt wanna get my camera oily ... XD
later after the banquet ... all came together and sing carols wooo XD pics pics
oh dang i forget bout the string game >.< stupid judson and gerald KNS one lol ... that game is somehow dumb but very very interesting ... will get it one day ... maybe tonight during pastor's barbeque ~!!! judson u wait ... i'll conquer the game LOL
and it all ended in messy present receiving session ~! PICS
and after the present thingy ~! sesi syok sendiri WOOT lol
more pics in my facebook ... lazy to upload d >.<
all in all ... fantastic christmas
next post ... my new painted room hee ...
currently : sick like a mad cow
listening to : love remains the same by gavin rossdale
craving for : pasta
looking forward to : new semester in college
half the time the world is ending
the truth is i am done pretending
so the party was at deborah's house, wasnt hard to find ... jsut have to look for a house with many ANNOYING/loud kids ...LOL firebrands are loud im serious , thats why we have the irresisable influence towards other people right? lol one thing bout the party is that, htere aint enough food, haha khai hern and khai shin had like 2 piece of roti canai? i had two piece of pizza and thats it ... i had lots of fun taking candid pictures of people,
FOR EXAMPLE
and lots more ... lazy to wait for the stupid loader to load all the pics ... more pics on my facebook ...
oh and the food jam SYSTEM >.<
pics ....
so jam just to get food right? and it proves that firebrands has smart people when it comes to food ... you know why?? see the next picture
HAHA we took the whole container of fries to ourself ... not bad right? well it may seem selfish but haha ... well i didint had any of it cause i was too busy taking pics ... diidnt wanna get my camera oily ... XD
later after the banquet ... all came together and sing carols wooo XD pics pics
oh dang i forget bout the string game >.< stupid judson and gerald KNS one lol ... that game is somehow dumb but very very interesting ... will get it one day ... maybe tonight during pastor's barbeque ~!!! judson u wait ... i'll conquer the game LOL
and it all ended in messy present receiving session ~! PICS
and after the present thingy ~! sesi syok sendiri WOOT lol
more pics in my facebook ... lazy to upload d >.<
all in all ... fantastic christmas
next post ... my new painted room hee ...
currently : sick like a mad cow
listening to : love remains the same by gavin rossdale
craving for : pasta
looking forward to : new semester in college
half the time the world is ending
the truth is i am done pretending
Monday, December 29, 2008
freed???
youth camp was AWESOME~!!!
on the first day ... i bet lots of people thinks that the place suck and all ... well i do agree on that but i enjoy it thoroughly ... WHY??? cause maybe i just love long walks ... and im serious, the walk from the dorm to the hall was just SWEATY haha ... i would still say the camp is great and all, we have like three speakers this year ... tony foster, chris and ENTAU JOEL ~! kanasai im serious ... he damn entau okay? and i aint gay ... i just like to give comment hahha ~! and chris has green EYES ~! damn nice okay ... and i jsut notice that on the last day of camp hah
last year i expected god to do wonders in my life ... but this year's camp ... i went to camp expecting nothing ... i wanted a surprise from god ... and yes he did surprise me ... this camp made me think bout missions , discipleship ... all of this were running through my mind ... though we are free to do whatever we want but we need to set our priorities right as well ... so im glad i went to camp despite i was having difficulties going there as an older person ... i admit that i was kinda worried that i would be left out and so but hey i had fun ... right PEOPLE?? i had new PARTNERS and met new cough*evil*cough people ~!
the food at hosba valley was superb ~! i love the fried rice haha ... sorry to those who diidnt get any rice ... i guess we took too much ... its WE okay ... not only me
so whoever that diidnt go to camp this year ... its okay ... NEXT YEAR will be another year ... so look forward to it ... cause i know i am ... YES YES i know im old haha but i love being a camper ... get to mess with people wahahahaha or i would put as how julian always say me ... andrew stop flirting LOL ... i aint flirting k, i am enjoying life ... LOL
no pictures yet though ... will update with pictures soon ... and will update bout my NEW painted room tomorrow or maybe tonight if im not lazy ...
currently = coughing real bad
listening to = save you by simple plan
thinking of = how ot celebrate new year's eve
mood = sleepy
on the first day ... i bet lots of people thinks that the place suck and all ... well i do agree on that but i enjoy it thoroughly ... WHY??? cause maybe i just love long walks ... and im serious, the walk from the dorm to the hall was just SWEATY haha ... i would still say the camp is great and all, we have like three speakers this year ... tony foster, chris and ENTAU JOEL ~! kanasai im serious ... he damn entau okay? and i aint gay ... i just like to give comment hahha ~! and chris has green EYES ~! damn nice okay ... and i jsut notice that on the last day of camp hah
last year i expected god to do wonders in my life ... but this year's camp ... i went to camp expecting nothing ... i wanted a surprise from god ... and yes he did surprise me ... this camp made me think bout missions , discipleship ... all of this were running through my mind ... though we are free to do whatever we want but we need to set our priorities right as well ... so im glad i went to camp despite i was having difficulties going there as an older person ... i admit that i was kinda worried that i would be left out and so but hey i had fun ... right PEOPLE?? i had new PARTNERS and met new cough*evil*cough people ~!
the food at hosba valley was superb ~! i love the fried rice haha ... sorry to those who diidnt get any rice ... i guess we took too much ... its WE okay ... not only me
so whoever that diidnt go to camp this year ... its okay ... NEXT YEAR will be another year ... so look forward to it ... cause i know i am ... YES YES i know im old haha but i love being a camper ... get to mess with people wahahahaha or i would put as how julian always say me ... andrew stop flirting LOL ... i aint flirting k, i am enjoying life ... LOL
no pictures yet though ... will update with pictures soon ... and will update bout my NEW painted room tomorrow or maybe tonight if im not lazy ...
currently = coughing real bad
listening to = save you by simple plan
thinking of = how ot celebrate new year's eve
mood = sleepy
Friday, December 12, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
hmmmm ...
so yet i'm here again ... its just me and my blog... no one else as always
its so demandingly harsh being lonely ... how bout when someone tells you that you cant talk to a person that you have feelings for? sadening and somehow harshful isnt it ... how could someone be so selfish by asking someone not to communicate with the one they do have feelings for? isnt it like destroying a love that never even started?
how would someone view a couple as not perfect when there isnt any start to their story?? ... not being able to talk nor keep in touch with the ones you like/love is never easy ... it sucks seriously ... the way i see it, its just unfair
well thats life i suppose ... its never easy to have the ones you do have feelings for ... but once everything is overcome ... smooth sailing all the way
whats life without obstacles ... yes it might be easy, it might be what we wanted , but its never right ... oh well
imagine if our life were like the matrix?? imagine if we were all programs living in a program world in total controlled by machines ... i would say its an improvement HAHA...
breach upon the ways
of total chaos in the world
having nothing to sublime in our days
nothing but just a blur
not being able to see you
just turns everything against the world
sitting alone in dreadful blue
all just because of a girl ...
basketball basketball basketball ... whose up for a game of basketball, just message me alright ... could use some company on the court rather than just me playing by myself haha ... i know i know ... have always been a loner on the court ... its just me so bare with it ...
finals is coming ... assignments are over ... youth camp is a month away ... but i not sure whether im going or not ... yet i dont feel youthful no more ... yet acceptance might be a denial as well ... lol am thinking too much ... nights bloggy
its so demandingly harsh being lonely ... how bout when someone tells you that you cant talk to a person that you have feelings for? sadening and somehow harshful isnt it ... how could someone be so selfish by asking someone not to communicate with the one they do have feelings for? isnt it like destroying a love that never even started?
how would someone view a couple as not perfect when there isnt any start to their story?? ... not being able to talk nor keep in touch with the ones you like/love is never easy ... it sucks seriously ... the way i see it, its just unfair
well thats life i suppose ... its never easy to have the ones you do have feelings for ... but once everything is overcome ... smooth sailing all the way
whats life without obstacles ... yes it might be easy, it might be what we wanted , but its never right ... oh well
imagine if our life were like the matrix?? imagine if we were all programs living in a program world in total controlled by machines ... i would say its an improvement HAHA...
breach upon the ways
of total chaos in the world
having nothing to sublime in our days
nothing but just a blur
not being able to see you
just turns everything against the world
sitting alone in dreadful blue
all just because of a girl ...
basketball basketball basketball ... whose up for a game of basketball, just message me alright ... could use some company on the court rather than just me playing by myself haha ... i know i know ... have always been a loner on the court ... its just me so bare with it ...
finals is coming ... assignments are over ... youth camp is a month away ... but i not sure whether im going or not ... yet i dont feel youthful no more ... yet acceptance might be a denial as well ... lol am thinking too much ... nights bloggy
Sunday, November 2, 2008
im listening to thunder ...
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
maybe?? just maybe there is some way out of all this ... a way that i could be myself again ... no wait i dont think so ... getting wrapped up in vines under your magic spell just kept me in the same spot and it seems like it could go on forever ... i have been alone for awhile so when are you gonna stop? when are you gonna tell me ... maybe things just wouldnt seem to be the same ... it never did anyways right? haha
blissful as it may seem ... nothing feels right knowing that you arent here ... no im not overly obsess ... it just doesnt fele the same ... it feels like a missing piece to a wonderful puzzle ... a puzzle could always be done if every piece of it is there ... but what happens if one of the pieces gone missing ... it would never be a great puzzle ....
lol yes yes i know i know i have been so 'emo' lately ... well sorry to the readers ... not my fault alright , im just writing what i felt like writing and yea i would continue to do so , so reconsider to ever view my blog ...
a year can go by so freaking fast ... comeon ... the spm takers are in their mids of the most important exam of their lifes ... how fast can it possibly be? it was like just yesterday when u are still running around playing tag with your friends ... it never gets old hmmm. a year can go by so fast, how would a day be when its only 24 hours ... so many things can happen in just one day that you cant even imagine ... no one could guarantee whether they could wake up alive the very next morning ... why? its because time could just take it away from you ... you might even sleep through and never wake up ... so be glad and thank god you could open your eyes every morning when you wake up cause you wouldnt know what might happen to you in just a blink of an eye ... LOL it sounded so scary yet true right ... hmmm
im gonna go to bed ... nights bloggy ...
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
when will that thunder ever come back ....
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
maybe?? just maybe there is some way out of all this ... a way that i could be myself again ... no wait i dont think so ... getting wrapped up in vines under your magic spell just kept me in the same spot and it seems like it could go on forever ... i have been alone for awhile so when are you gonna stop? when are you gonna tell me ... maybe things just wouldnt seem to be the same ... it never did anyways right? haha
blissful as it may seem ... nothing feels right knowing that you arent here ... no im not overly obsess ... it just doesnt fele the same ... it feels like a missing piece to a wonderful puzzle ... a puzzle could always be done if every piece of it is there ... but what happens if one of the pieces gone missing ... it would never be a great puzzle ....
lol yes yes i know i know i have been so 'emo' lately ... well sorry to the readers ... not my fault alright , im just writing what i felt like writing and yea i would continue to do so , so reconsider to ever view my blog ...
a year can go by so freaking fast ... comeon ... the spm takers are in their mids of the most important exam of their lifes ... how fast can it possibly be? it was like just yesterday when u are still running around playing tag with your friends ... it never gets old hmmm. a year can go by so fast, how would a day be when its only 24 hours ... so many things can happen in just one day that you cant even imagine ... no one could guarantee whether they could wake up alive the very next morning ... why? its because time could just take it away from you ... you might even sleep through and never wake up ... so be glad and thank god you could open your eyes every morning when you wake up cause you wouldnt know what might happen to you in just a blink of an eye ... LOL it sounded so scary yet true right ... hmmm
im gonna go to bed ... nights bloggy ...
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
when will that thunder ever come back ....
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
bring out the rain and bring out the thunder
ever felt that emptiness when someone just isnt there? ever felt that you need your questions to be answered so badly that you would wait forever? ever felt so empty handed when something that is bound to be yours just slip right out of your hand? ever felt so mindless when you just dont know what is happening ... ever felt so miserably lost when you aint told of a reason you were left behind?
in mere seconds, people so close and dearly to you can just walk out of your life without you having a trace to find him/her back ... its amazing isnt it ... one second, one split second could change the whole game play of your life ...
a few days back ... it was raining so heavily at night, people would just cuddle in their blanket and sleep soundly till morning, but not for me ... i cant seem to sleep and yes i stayed up all night ... sucks being me LOL ... in the end i went out for a drive, first to greenlane then to the coastal highway and ended at a housing area somewhere near town, a place where is close to the sea, the big wide unending stream of salty water we call the sea ... i was there for quite sometime as i gaze up onto the 16th floor of an apartment ... that is when i counted floor by floor from 1 to 16 ... was practically staring at it for so freaking long that i didnt notice the time ... i parked my car and walked to 7eleven ... ya u must be wondering why would i walk when i can just drive there ... lets just say i love walking under the rain and taking a stroll down the road once in awhile ... just as i left my car ... walk out to the road and on my way to the store, there was this huge thunder that came after a dark blue lightning... am no kidding, it lighted up the night for a second ... it was amazing yet scary to watch ... despite the rain, i still kept walking to the store and as i open the door, the cashier working at the 7 eleven said 'bang, kamu okay tak? mau payung?' lol i just smiled at him and said its okay and bought ice cream ... mango ice cream haha ... you people must think that im mad right, as to eat ice cream when im soaking wet and so freaking cold ... but yea, i just had to taste that ice cream ... it reminds me of someone ^^ ... the expression on the cashier's face was so funny when i bought the ice cream haha yet i cant smile ... sat beside the store and just slowly ate my ice cream ... my whole body was practically shaking but bite by bite reminds me of the day i first time had that ice cream ... it was a normal ice cream with mango jelly in the middle ..
as soon as i finish my ice cream, i went back in the store to buy some chewing gum as i felt like biting something ... i walked around for abit and pass arizona, there was quite alot of people still playing games at this late hour ... at around erm i forget what time, the rain remain the same as i walk back to my car to warm off ... but my plan back fired because as i am soaking wet and it feels so uneasy when you are contempt in a car with another temperature ... so in the end i turn on the air cond haha ... and continue to freeze ... and i dont know is it that 'chunted' that when i turn on the radio, the song thunder by boys like girls was playing on mixfm ... as the rain got smaller, i slowly drove back home ... i reach home and made myself a hot milo and sat down on my couch watching KUNGFU PANDA lol ... and the end i feel asleep right infront of the tv
it all seem so real, the thunder, the lightning, the song, the rain ... maybe i was suppose to be there that night ... and i am glad i did
the funny thing bout that day was, i couldnt recall which day it was ... its either im too blur or i had short term memory lost ... well i will never forget that lightning which i saw ... and that loud roar of thunder ... but all in the end i will not forget that night ... i did alot of silly things but i think its all worth while haha
oh well ... gonna go to bed now >.< having class tomorrow and im sitting here 4am in the morning typing this post ... WOW lol ... no pictures sorry ... but i dont think anyone would read this anyway HAHA ~! its like a diary hmmm with alot of fantasies in reality ... aight im out
nights people
currently = facing this world alone
music currently listening to = thunder by boys like girl
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
in mere seconds, people so close and dearly to you can just walk out of your life without you having a trace to find him/her back ... its amazing isnt it ... one second, one split second could change the whole game play of your life ...
a few days back ... it was raining so heavily at night, people would just cuddle in their blanket and sleep soundly till morning, but not for me ... i cant seem to sleep and yes i stayed up all night ... sucks being me LOL ... in the end i went out for a drive, first to greenlane then to the coastal highway and ended at a housing area somewhere near town, a place where is close to the sea, the big wide unending stream of salty water we call the sea ... i was there for quite sometime as i gaze up onto the 16th floor of an apartment ... that is when i counted floor by floor from 1 to 16 ... was practically staring at it for so freaking long that i didnt notice the time ... i parked my car and walked to 7eleven ... ya u must be wondering why would i walk when i can just drive there ... lets just say i love walking under the rain and taking a stroll down the road once in awhile ... just as i left my car ... walk out to the road and on my way to the store, there was this huge thunder that came after a dark blue lightning... am no kidding, it lighted up the night for a second ... it was amazing yet scary to watch ... despite the rain, i still kept walking to the store and as i open the door, the cashier working at the 7 eleven said 'bang, kamu okay tak? mau payung?' lol i just smiled at him and said its okay and bought ice cream ... mango ice cream haha ... you people must think that im mad right, as to eat ice cream when im soaking wet and so freaking cold ... but yea, i just had to taste that ice cream ... it reminds me of someone ^^ ... the expression on the cashier's face was so funny when i bought the ice cream haha yet i cant smile ... sat beside the store and just slowly ate my ice cream ... my whole body was practically shaking but bite by bite reminds me of the day i first time had that ice cream ... it was a normal ice cream with mango jelly in the middle ..
as soon as i finish my ice cream, i went back in the store to buy some chewing gum as i felt like biting something ... i walked around for abit and pass arizona, there was quite alot of people still playing games at this late hour ... at around erm i forget what time, the rain remain the same as i walk back to my car to warm off ... but my plan back fired because as i am soaking wet and it feels so uneasy when you are contempt in a car with another temperature ... so in the end i turn on the air cond haha ... and continue to freeze ... and i dont know is it that 'chunted' that when i turn on the radio, the song thunder by boys like girls was playing on mixfm ... as the rain got smaller, i slowly drove back home ... i reach home and made myself a hot milo and sat down on my couch watching KUNGFU PANDA lol ... and the end i feel asleep right infront of the tv
it all seem so real, the thunder, the lightning, the song, the rain ... maybe i was suppose to be there that night ... and i am glad i did
the funny thing bout that day was, i couldnt recall which day it was ... its either im too blur or i had short term memory lost ... well i will never forget that lightning which i saw ... and that loud roar of thunder ... but all in the end i will not forget that night ... i did alot of silly things but i think its all worth while haha
oh well ... gonna go to bed now >.< having class tomorrow and im sitting here 4am in the morning typing this post ... WOW lol ... no pictures sorry ... but i dont think anyone would read this anyway HAHA ~! its like a diary hmmm with alot of fantasies in reality ... aight im out
nights people
currently = facing this world alone
music currently listening to = thunder by boys like girl
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Sunday, October 26, 2008
short update
ever had someone you love so badly and you thought that everything would go right as things continue being so wonderful? i know i have ... everything was just the way i wanted, everything was jsut so perfect but as it goes on, things might just change in ONE DAY ... 24 hours can change your whole life ... within that very one day, something or someone would kill off your dreams, your hopes or taking away the one you love most ... never mistreat someone just for the benefit of having that satisfaction, once done there wont be any returns
oooo haha stop with the emo business ... so yea ... been busy lately with my college assignments and inter college games ... yes i know my team lsot all four match but hey ... its TEAM B ... didnt expect much from it but kinda disappointed in TEAM A when they lost the finals to inti by just two points ... sigh total sadness i know haha
im gonna stop here ... gonna do my assignments now XD will u[date sooner or later with pics
you have put me through so much pain,
and you made me feel the worst of all,
you have lied to me with words so vain,
but you're the one who kept me standing tall.
you made me cry so many times before,
numerous times i've been forced down,
the gestures you've made me sore,
and you're the reason why i stand my ground.
you push me to limits i cannot take,
but i love you so much and you know it,
you said you love me too but then i break,
and people keep telling me that i need to quit.
i know that in the end we'll all be okay,
but for now i need to know what's true,
i'll be the guy that's remembered as a stray,
you've broken me so many times and i'd still die for you.
oooo haha stop with the emo business ... so yea ... been busy lately with my college assignments and inter college games ... yes i know my team lsot all four match but hey ... its TEAM B ... didnt expect much from it but kinda disappointed in TEAM A when they lost the finals to inti by just two points ... sigh total sadness i know haha
im gonna stop here ... gonna do my assignments now XD will u[date sooner or later with pics
you have put me through so much pain,
and you made me feel the worst of all,
you have lied to me with words so vain,
but you're the one who kept me standing tall.
you made me cry so many times before,
numerous times i've been forced down,
the gestures you've made me sore,
and you're the reason why i stand my ground.
you push me to limits i cannot take,
but i love you so much and you know it,
you said you love me too but then i break,
and people keep telling me that i need to quit.
i know that in the end we'll all be okay,
but for now i need to know what's true,
i'll be the guy that's remembered as a stray,
you've broken me so many times and i'd still die for you.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Solemn
have you ever felt so down and moodless out of a sudden? feeling so darn upset but never knew why you felt that way? ever felt so down to earth feeling that something is missing? maybe something or isit someone? do you feel so excluded at some point of life, not just in our love life but friends as well? do you feel so rejected when someone just doesnt accept of who you really are? have you ever felt so foolish that you wish you would just die and hopefully no memories would be brought with you? ever felt so lonely when there is just no one that would sit down and really hear you out?
sometimes i tend to wonder ... if all of us has our own purpose in life ... whats mine??? isnt life itself deceiving enough ... whats the point having a purpose when nothing in the world turns out to be right? feeling so alone at times ... its just so not the way to live a life given by GOD to us ... everything just clash and burns
i never like being lonely, being left without a clue in just seconds... merely the choice of life which i would choose but life as it is, are just full with mystery and having us to solve this mystery like puzzles are just too much for me to comprehend.
just the other day when i was checking my email, there was this chain email send to me saying ... Define the meaning of love and what love means to you and send it to 10 people. Love is where two person share one emotion that bonds them together as one. Maybe i forgotten how to love someone but then i start to think ... i have always loved everyone ... it doesnt have to be just two person and better yet i start thinking again ... memories will stay memories, no matter how hard you tend to forget it, it will always remain there as a part of our life. But when you tend to love someone so much that you would just do anything for him/her ... LOVE is just a four letter word used by many, but alot of them never knew what love is. Many has used the word LOVE in vain never realizing the word could carry such an impact or could be said such a strong feeling to the other person ...
LOL ~! what am i saying ... i will go back to my assignments now ^^ anyone that feels like hanging out ... just give me a call
Andrew OUT
sometimes i tend to wonder ... if all of us has our own purpose in life ... whats mine??? isnt life itself deceiving enough ... whats the point having a purpose when nothing in the world turns out to be right? feeling so alone at times ... its just so not the way to live a life given by GOD to us ... everything just clash and burns
i never like being lonely, being left without a clue in just seconds... merely the choice of life which i would choose but life as it is, are just full with mystery and having us to solve this mystery like puzzles are just too much for me to comprehend.
just the other day when i was checking my email, there was this chain email send to me saying ... Define the meaning of love and what love means to you and send it to 10 people. Love is where two person share one emotion that bonds them together as one. Maybe i forgotten how to love someone but then i start to think ... i have always loved everyone ... it doesnt have to be just two person and better yet i start thinking again ... memories will stay memories, no matter how hard you tend to forget it, it will always remain there as a part of our life. But when you tend to love someone so much that you would just do anything for him/her ... LOVE is just a four letter word used by many, but alot of them never knew what love is. Many has used the word LOVE in vain never realizing the word could carry such an impact or could be said such a strong feeling to the other person ...
LOL ~! what am i saying ... i will go back to my assignments now ^^ anyone that feels like hanging out ... just give me a call
Andrew OUT
Thursday, October 16, 2008
oooo XD
oooo got this from Jiun Mei's blog ... seems interesting
Put your music player on shuffle.
For each question press the ‘next’ button to get your answer.
You must write the name of the song down no matter what!!!
If someone says ‘Is this okay?’ You say:
what's left of me by nick lachey
yea i guess so ...
Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.
What would best describe your personality?
this is a call by thousand foot krutch
LOL not bad ... emo as it can be XD
What do you like in a guy/girl?
She Fu*king hates me by Puddle of Mudd
OKAY WHAT THE F ~!!! hahaha
so the person which i like turns out to hate me? DAMN no wonder
How do you feel today?
my immortal by evanescence
so true ... i feel so broken and down today
What is your life’s purpose?
Bartender by T-pain
wah ~! my life's purpose to get a chick by being a bartender? HAHAHA... i should start finding a spot at the clubs lol
What do your friends think of you?
Again by faber drive
underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings?
it always hurt my mind (it always hurt my mind)
it always killed my pride inside.
it always wastes my time
again, again..
again i bleed, again i shake.
again i fall, again i break.
wasted, hated.
again, again..
so my friends think that im a sad sad boy huh ... well true enough lol
What do you think of your parents?
over you by chris daughtry
im over my parents?? HAHAHHA `~!!! i wont still be here without my parents wei
What do you think about very often?
dark blue by jack mannequin
welll not much comment XD
Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..
Just dark blue
What is 2+2?
All you wanted by michelle branch ...
so 2+2 is what i always wanted??? true enough ... 2 person 2 kids???
What do you think of the person you like?
At the cross by hillsong united
yea ... the person i like has to adore GOD ^^
What is your life story?
My Heart by irwansyah & acha
OMG OMG haha damn true~!! who doesnt have this song... ask me to send you ... its so true okay OMG
Di sini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu
Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Di sini surga kita
Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin, tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang...
If we love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
I wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart...my heart...
my life is just about conquering the obstacles to be with the one i love ... but it never seems to succeed huh? XD
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Hero by Nickelback
wtf??? i wanna be a hero??? haha SUPER ANDREW TO THE RESCUE
What do you think when you see the person you like?
Angel by Shaggy
ooooo of course this is true right? who doesnt see their lovers as their angels?
girl you're my angel ... you;re my darling angel
What do your parents think of you?
Forever by Hillsong United
worshipping God hmmm ... well enough
What will you dance to at your wedding?
menjaga hati by yovie & nuno (lol Cheryl sent me this song)
Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
hmmm i dunno whether i would dance to this song ...
What will they play at your funeral?
ting mama de hua by jay chou
HAHAHAHHA are you telling me that im dead cause i didnt listen to my mum ~! OMG i must start listening to my mum
What is your hobby/interest?
tongue tied by faber drive
oooo so screwing up on things that i say is my hobby? LOL fair enough
What is your biggest secret?
bu de bu ai by pan wei bo
errrr .... no comment
What do you think of your closest friends?
Here i am Lord by hillsong united
hmmmmm ... yeaps my closest friends adores god XD
What should you post this as?
Tong Hua by Guang Liang
THIS POST IS JUST A FAIRY TALE ~!!! wtf ~! i waste my time doing this hahaha
JIUN MEI U WASTE MY TIME NIA ISH LOL
Put your music player on shuffle.
For each question press the ‘next’ button to get your answer.
You must write the name of the song down no matter what!!!
If someone says ‘Is this okay?’ You say:
what's left of me by nick lachey
yea i guess so ...
Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.
What would best describe your personality?
this is a call by thousand foot krutch
LOL not bad ... emo as it can be XD
What do you like in a guy/girl?
She Fu*king hates me by Puddle of Mudd
OKAY WHAT THE F ~!!! hahaha
so the person which i like turns out to hate me? DAMN no wonder
How do you feel today?
my immortal by evanescence
so true ... i feel so broken and down today
What is your life’s purpose?
Bartender by T-pain
wah ~! my life's purpose to get a chick by being a bartender? HAHAHA... i should start finding a spot at the clubs lol
What do your friends think of you?
Again by faber drive
underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings?
it always hurt my mind (it always hurt my mind)
it always killed my pride inside.
it always wastes my time
again, again..
again i bleed, again i shake.
again i fall, again i break.
wasted, hated.
again, again..
so my friends think that im a sad sad boy huh ... well true enough lol
What do you think of your parents?
over you by chris daughtry
im over my parents?? HAHAHHA `~!!! i wont still be here without my parents wei
What do you think about very often?
dark blue by jack mannequin
welll not much comment XD
Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..
Just dark blue
What is 2+2?
All you wanted by michelle branch ...
so 2+2 is what i always wanted??? true enough ... 2 person 2 kids???
What do you think of the person you like?
At the cross by hillsong united
yea ... the person i like has to adore GOD ^^
What is your life story?
My Heart by irwansyah & acha
OMG OMG haha damn true~!! who doesnt have this song... ask me to send you ... its so true okay OMG
Di sini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu
Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Di sini surga kita
Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin, tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang...
If we love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
I wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart...my heart...
my life is just about conquering the obstacles to be with the one i love ... but it never seems to succeed huh? XD
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Hero by Nickelback
wtf??? i wanna be a hero??? haha SUPER ANDREW TO THE RESCUE
What do you think when you see the person you like?
Angel by Shaggy
ooooo of course this is true right? who doesnt see their lovers as their angels?
girl you're my angel ... you;re my darling angel
What do your parents think of you?
Forever by Hillsong United
worshipping God hmmm ... well enough
What will you dance to at your wedding?
menjaga hati by yovie & nuno (lol Cheryl sent me this song)
Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
hmmm i dunno whether i would dance to this song ...
What will they play at your funeral?
ting mama de hua by jay chou
HAHAHAHHA are you telling me that im dead cause i didnt listen to my mum ~! OMG i must start listening to my mum
What is your hobby/interest?
tongue tied by faber drive
oooo so screwing up on things that i say is my hobby? LOL fair enough
What is your biggest secret?
bu de bu ai by pan wei bo
errrr .... no comment
What do you think of your closest friends?
Here i am Lord by hillsong united
hmmmmm ... yeaps my closest friends adores god XD
What should you post this as?
Tong Hua by Guang Liang
THIS POST IS JUST A FAIRY TALE ~!!! wtf ~! i waste my time doing this hahaha
JIUN MEI U WASTE MY TIME NIA ISH LOL
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Tag replies
jiun mei : how can i forget u har? the most blur donkey i every met JOKIN XD
joyce : hello joyce XD
ju : will update soon enough le ... busy now with assignments and basketball haha XD
yan: will update pretty soon la dont you worry alright HAHA SOON ENOUGH
tiffany : nah not really a fan of USA .. but i dislike other team so YEA XD
eulene: yes yes ... just updated my tag board but for blog updates... LATER NOT NOW
tim: who u calling fat har ... take away the A and put I ... become FIT
jkwan : u aint god no mroe man ... i have SEEN YOU PLAY haha
charis : hello mortal XD
sara: how can i forget my wonderful sis XD
maril: will link u pretty soon ... too lazy to do anything now
adelene: hello MOM XD
well you guys must be wondering what took me so long to reply everyone of you and why i aint updating my blog ... will blog bout it pretty soon ... am too lazy to do anything haha ~! ... see you guys pretty soon ... GOD BLESS
ANDREW OUT
joyce : hello joyce XD
ju : will update soon enough le ... busy now with assignments and basketball haha XD
yan: will update pretty soon la dont you worry alright HAHA SOON ENOUGH
tiffany : nah not really a fan of USA .. but i dislike other team so YEA XD
eulene: yes yes ... just updated my tag board but for blog updates... LATER NOT NOW
tim: who u calling fat har ... take away the A and put I ... become FIT
jkwan : u aint god no mroe man ... i have SEEN YOU PLAY haha
charis : hello mortal XD
sara: how can i forget my wonderful sis XD
maril: will link u pretty soon ... too lazy to do anything now
adelene: hello MOM XD
well you guys must be wondering what took me so long to reply everyone of you and why i aint updating my blog ... will blog bout it pretty soon ... am too lazy to do anything haha ~! ... see you guys pretty soon ... GOD BLESS
ANDREW OUT
Monday, August 11, 2008
painful week
yeaps yeaps ~! its been a tough week ... its been basketball almost every single day thansk to MR JULIAN who made me crave for it or maybe its just a passions truck since the olympics is around the corner ~! and yes OLYMPICS IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW wooo ~! get to see basketball everyday ... and you must be thinking why watch on tv when u can go out and ball anytime right? HAHA well
this is the reason why ... it might not seem that its serious and all but if u were to see my arm on that day ... you would freak out ... its fractured yea and just a small hole in the bone ... nothing serious will heal in a couple of days ... unable to full use my strength yet but i will abre with it ... thats the reason why i have
thsi on my arm right now ~! sucks to the max seriously ... cant even drive properly DAMN ~! haha oh well ... dont care im still balling if u all didint know ... an injury just wont stop me from basketball ... :)
well yea ... now my second semester has just started ... have to wake up 7 in the morning again ... sucks being in college ... but at elast i dont have tow ear uniform no more ...and its fun cause my class is directly opposite MGS's second floor which me and my gang go to the window and kacau them at times HAHA ... and yet i saw megan and sharon today through those windows LOL
OH OH ~!!!! anyone who didnt watch USA basketball team against CHINA ... YOU SUCK ~!
KOBE ~!!!
there he goes again
DWAYNE WADE ~!!
lebron james ... yao ming on the floor
the USA TEAM ...
USA beat china 101- 70 ... 31 points LOL ... oh well i expect USA to win this turn ... china gave a good fight from the start ... but at the end ... they just feel through ... lebron is jsut on fire >.<
this is the reason why ... it might not seem that its serious and all but if u were to see my arm on that day ... you would freak out ... its fractured yea and just a small hole in the bone ... nothing serious will heal in a couple of days ... unable to full use my strength yet but i will abre with it ... thats the reason why i have
thsi on my arm right now ~! sucks to the max seriously ... cant even drive properly DAMN ~! haha oh well ... dont care im still balling if u all didint know ... an injury just wont stop me from basketball ... :)
well yea ... now my second semester has just started ... have to wake up 7 in the morning again ... sucks being in college ... but at elast i dont have tow ear uniform no more ...and its fun cause my class is directly opposite MGS's second floor which me and my gang go to the window and kacau them at times HAHA ... and yet i saw megan and sharon today through those windows LOL
OH OH ~!!!! anyone who didnt watch USA basketball team against CHINA ... YOU SUCK ~!
KOBE ~!!!
there he goes again
DWAYNE WADE ~!!
lebron james ... yao ming on the floor
the USA TEAM ...
USA beat china 101- 70 ... 31 points LOL ... oh well i expect USA to win this turn ... china gave a good fight from the start ... but at the end ... they just feel through ... lebron is jsut on fire >.<
Friday, August 8, 2008
im sorry, im just human
im human ... i aint god ... and like very human ... human thinks when they have no clue what happen, human thinks when they ask a question and the question were never answered ...
im not that perfect to jsut not think of the circumstances ...
im sorry im jsut human ... thats the five words i could only say
im not that perfect to jsut not think of the circumstances ...
im sorry im jsut human ... thats the five words i could only say
a mirror that is broken once
our heart is like a mirror ... once broken it can never be replaced nor fix ...
maybe that is why people call it ... once broken considered sold??
ever heard of the term revivetalising ... it actually exist in british vocabulary
even as hurtful as it seems ... things would jsut happen without a clue
people always say ... lightning wont struck the same place twice
but how could one struck my heart twice ...
things just really amaze me at times
what are we living for ... what is our purpose in life
i know i know ... we are living for god ... god gave us a purpose
but have you ever seem to wonder what purpose has god have on you
have you ever wonder why is the heart torn into so many pieces as we keep living on this planet ...
i would just love to join GOD in heaven now ... at least i dont have to feel this pain
i waited at the playground ... so many hours there seem to be no reply ... i am just scared something happen ... im scared things would look bad if i open my eyes ... im just scared surprises kicks in ... to be truthful i hate surprises ... i have been receiving to many surprises in one lifetime ... the only thing that would make me happy through a surprise ... is waking up next to you ...
i was born to tell you i love you
i am torn to do what i have to do
to make you mine, stay with me tonight
have you ever love someone so deeply that you never wish to see another ... love is not just for one ... but its for both parties to work hard to achieve their love to the limit ... love has no limit ... its an endless river that keeps running ... but rivers always have boulders to block our path ... that is when two has to come as one to flow through this huge boulder ... there is no love without any obstacles
correct me if im wrong ... everyone is vulnerable ... no one is invincible
when there are doubts ... always ask ... be truthful ... never give up ... never lose a fight without even wielding your sword to fight for what you believe ... love always lead to a broken heart ... but if you learn how to mend each others heart ... there will be nothing stoping ur love to flow through this river
a person that always seem to be strong is usually the weakest of all ... they tend to be strong so no one would worry ... so everyone would think he/she is okay ... so everyone would think he is strong to overcome everything ... let me tell you this ... people who seems to be the strongest are the weakest link ... they jsut dont show it ... its their nature ... dont take things for granted ... love is not just a toy ... love is a bond between two
stay true to your heart
stay true to your love
stay true to your instincts
sylvia ... i will always stay true to you
maybe that is why people call it ... once broken considered sold??
ever heard of the term revivetalising ... it actually exist in british vocabulary
even as hurtful as it seems ... things would jsut happen without a clue
people always say ... lightning wont struck the same place twice
but how could one struck my heart twice ...
things just really amaze me at times
what are we living for ... what is our purpose in life
i know i know ... we are living for god ... god gave us a purpose
but have you ever seem to wonder what purpose has god have on you
have you ever wonder why is the heart torn into so many pieces as we keep living on this planet ...
i would just love to join GOD in heaven now ... at least i dont have to feel this pain
i waited at the playground ... so many hours there seem to be no reply ... i am just scared something happen ... im scared things would look bad if i open my eyes ... im just scared surprises kicks in ... to be truthful i hate surprises ... i have been receiving to many surprises in one lifetime ... the only thing that would make me happy through a surprise ... is waking up next to you ...
i was born to tell you i love you
i am torn to do what i have to do
to make you mine, stay with me tonight
have you ever love someone so deeply that you never wish to see another ... love is not just for one ... but its for both parties to work hard to achieve their love to the limit ... love has no limit ... its an endless river that keeps running ... but rivers always have boulders to block our path ... that is when two has to come as one to flow through this huge boulder ... there is no love without any obstacles
correct me if im wrong ... everyone is vulnerable ... no one is invincible
when there are doubts ... always ask ... be truthful ... never give up ... never lose a fight without even wielding your sword to fight for what you believe ... love always lead to a broken heart ... but if you learn how to mend each others heart ... there will be nothing stoping ur love to flow through this river
a person that always seem to be strong is usually the weakest of all ... they tend to be strong so no one would worry ... so everyone would think he/she is okay ... so everyone would think he is strong to overcome everything ... let me tell you this ... people who seems to be the strongest are the weakest link ... they jsut dont show it ... its their nature ... dont take things for granted ... love is not just a toy ... love is a bond between two
stay true to your heart
stay true to your love
stay true to your instincts
sylvia ... i will always stay true to you
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
august 5th
august 3rd 2008 ... i could say that its the day i would regret for the rest of my life ... i thought the only day i would regret in my life would be two years ago ... but i guess history is repeating itself ... i should have just keep my mouth shut ... i should have just go with it ... but i diidnt wanna lie ... i wanna tell her everything ... i wanna tell her what i feel ... i wanna be true to her ... that is why i told her ... everything happen for a reason ... and the reason would be cause i wanna be truthful to you ... i fought against all this obstacles ... i bang my body and crash against the great wall of china ... i fought for you ... and i will keep fighting for the love and justice which i know that it exist ... because i know that you are weak inside ... you tried to fight but you cant seem to fight no more ... bie pick up your sword ... stand your ground ... fight for me ... like how i fought for you ... secure me with your shield ... as i secure you with my body ... you will always have me and i am hoping i would always have you ... secure me with your love ... secure me with the desire to be with me ... fight through all this foes all this obstacles ... and we would be happy together like how i know it should be ... the foes that we are fighting ... is all the lies we had, all those people tearing us apart, those people who just wanna take you away from me ... and most imprtantly ... secure me ... fight the jealousy away from me ... secure me with all you can ... cause i know u can ... you just have to try
ignore all those bad times we had ... ignore all those tears we shared ... i know i have hurt you but do think of the laughter we had , the happy time when we are together ... wont this happy moments just overshadow our worst times?? ... im letting go of our past to start fresh ... would you do the same for me ... stop thinking bout the sad times and stop thinking bout how you gonna hurt me ... think bout how happy you are gonna make me and how much love we share ... i am sure the love we share could overshadow all this darkness ... stop thinking bout the negative side ... think of the positive side when you are the only person that could make me happy
i would rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else ...
i wrote this on 3rd august when it all began
baby come back to me(its not a set of good lyrics but ... im okay with it)
Have you ever turn back to see
The tears you left behind
If only you could hear my heart
Just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
You are the only one I see
Even I have to come to realize
You are the lost I cant replace
Baby come back to me
(Chorus)
Baby Why
That you have to leave me all alone
Since the day that you were gone
Why didn’t you come back to me
Baby Why
Couldn’t you see we are meant to be
In my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why didn’t you come back to me
Baby why
Walking on this empty road
Where our love was young and free
Waiting for the rain to stop
So you could come to me
I would give my life away
If our love can be safe
Cause I could still hear the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name
(Chorus)
It kills me when you tell me
That you aint the one for me
That you just walk away and leave me
Love would bring us back to you and me
If only you could see
Baby Why
That you have to leave me all alone
Since the day that you were gone
Why didn’t you come back to me
Baby Why
Couldn’t you see we are meant to be
In my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why didn’t you come back to me
Baby why
ignore all those bad times we had ... ignore all those tears we shared ... i know i have hurt you but do think of the laughter we had , the happy time when we are together ... wont this happy moments just overshadow our worst times?? ... im letting go of our past to start fresh ... would you do the same for me ... stop thinking bout the sad times and stop thinking bout how you gonna hurt me ... think bout how happy you are gonna make me and how much love we share ... i am sure the love we share could overshadow all this darkness ... stop thinking bout the negative side ... think of the positive side when you are the only person that could make me happy
i would rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else ...
i wrote this on 3rd august when it all began
baby come back to me(its not a set of good lyrics but ... im okay with it)
Have you ever turn back to see
The tears you left behind
If only you could hear my heart
Just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
You are the only one I see
Even I have to come to realize
You are the lost I cant replace
Baby come back to me
(Chorus)
Baby Why
That you have to leave me all alone
Since the day that you were gone
Why didn’t you come back to me
Baby Why
Couldn’t you see we are meant to be
In my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why didn’t you come back to me
Baby why
Walking on this empty road
Where our love was young and free
Waiting for the rain to stop
So you could come to me
I would give my life away
If our love can be safe
Cause I could still hear the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name
(Chorus)
It kills me when you tell me
That you aint the one for me
That you just walk away and leave me
Love would bring us back to you and me
If only you could see
Baby Why
That you have to leave me all alone
Since the day that you were gone
Why didn’t you come back to me
Baby Why
Couldn’t you see we are meant to be
In my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why didn’t you come back to me
Baby why
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